Maybe

Sorry I feel worthless, sorry I wasted your time
Sorry I’m your burden and I’m sorry that you’re not mine
I’m sorry that I’m crying and I’m sorry for our fight
I wish you knew that it’s your voice that keeps me up each night

And maybe I was guessing and maybe I’m just dumb
But I didn’t know I had to be who you said that I should become

Sorry I’m not brilliant, sorry I’m not cruel like you
Sorry I’m not crazy, can’t use that as my excuse
So I’m sorry that I hurt you, life is so unfair
But I learned how to love you from you and you weren’t there

And maybe you’ve been lying to yourself to make it alright
But you need to know, you need to know I’m not alright

Sorry for the life we’ve had I’m sorry for all that you’ve lost
But you can’t bring back the wasted years and you can’t rewind the clock
And now my heart is tired, my eyes are getting dry
You can keep your bitter words, and I will get by

Maybe I’ve been frightened or maybe you’ve been blind
But I didn’t know I had to be perfect for you to be kind
And maybe I was guessing or maybe I’m just dumb
But I didn’t know I had to be everything you couldn’t become
I’m everything you couldn’t become